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  • Letters to you

    Letters to you

    I released my very first self published book on April 20, 2023 titled, Letters To You. It a compilation of several journal entries, creative writing prompts, letters, and the very first Custom How to Love Me Journal. I wanted to create this book because I believe that it is very important for survivors to feel…

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  • Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

    Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

    My 2022 started off with such high hopes, and soooooo many wishes for an incredible year. And it started off much better than I could anticipate. Being chronically Ill, you never know what to expect, but the unexpected is always just lurking right around the corner. And that is what happened to me. I started…

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  • Views from a hospital bed ๐Ÿฅ

    Views from a hospital bed ๐Ÿฅ

    Views from my hospital room consist of my very sexy fian-bae who has been nothing short of amazing. But that been the only part of this that has been a relief and pleasant. This medical system that America operates under is broken in so many ways. It took 5 ER trips during the month of…

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  • Ever since I was under age..

    I was under the influence of pain. -Jhene Aiko, Nobody I have never heard realer words that reflect the life that I have lived and continue to live. Since the age of 4 I have been subjected to an abundance of pain. And when I see baby photos of me it makes me cry. It…

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  • Finding Sexual Freedom, with guidance for my significant other…

    So….. INTIMACY has been a really difficult thing for me, for a very long time. I pick and choose when, where, and how I sleep with someone. I never give them control. That in itself makes me really uncomfortable, someone else dictating when I use my body. BUT for obvious reasons, I was sexually incested…

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  • Domestic Violence Awareness Month ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

    October is the month of a lot of awareness. October represents a month of a lot of strength and a lot of pain wrapped up in a bow of different colors. Breast Cancer Awareness Month Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month But I cannot speak on those. I do however, know some amazingly kick ass…

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  • Dear Mad Mind of Mine…..

    ….. You’ve seen to have goneย mad. it is currently 1040 pm on a Sunday night and all I can seem to do is feel frustration. I am simply frustrated at my circumstance. My health has been a declining problem for a few years now and about a week and a half ago I received surgery…

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