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Letters to you

I released my very first self published book on April 20, 2023 titled, Letters To You. It a compilation of several journal entries, creative writing prompts, letters, and the very first Custom How to Love Me Journal. I wanted to create this book because I believe that it is very important for survivors to feel like they aren't alone.

Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

My 2022 started off with such high hopes, and soooooo many wishes for an incredible year. And it started off much better than I could anticipate. Being chronically Ill, you never know what to expect, but the unexpected is always just lurking right around the corner. And that is what happened to me. I started … Continue reading Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

Views from a hospital bed šŸ„

Views from my hospital room consist of my very sexy fian-bae who has been nothing short of amazing. But that been the only part of this that has been a relief and pleasant. This medical system that America operates under is broken in so many ways. It took 5 ER trips during the month of … Continue reading Views from a hospital bed šŸ„

Trying on hospital gowns instead of wedding gowns…

I have been engaged for 2 months and 6 days. And out of those two months and 6 days I have been writhing in some sort of pain. Whether the agony was from the constant inability to stay awake because of the nagging fatigue that I have been facing. Or if it was simply because … Continue reading Trying on hospital gowns instead of wedding gowns…

How do I deal with anxiety in my relationship? (anonymous question/story submission).

So, my boyfriend and I were talking and he pointed that I overthink everything I say to him and that he feels like I can never truly relax around him and that I am always nervous what to say to him. A portion of that comes from my PTSD and my desire to want to … Continue reading How do I deal with anxiety in my relationship? (anonymous question/story submission).

Iā€™m never going to get through this………. (The Day After šŸ’”)

0400 am, August 9, 2014. I am driving down the road in Charlotte, North Carolina. And that's what I told myself. I told myself repeatedly, I am never going to get through this. How am I ever going to get through this? As the pain set in my flesh and bones from the incident that … Continue reading Iā€™m never going to get through this………. (The Day After šŸ’”)

Domestic Violence Awareness Month šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œ

October is the month of a lot of awareness. October represents a month of a lot of strength and a lot of pain wrapped up in a bow of different colors. Breast Cancer Awareness Month Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month But I cannot speak on those. I do however, know some amazingly kick ass … Continue reading Domestic Violence Awareness Month šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œ