Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

My 2022 started off with such high hopes, and soooooo many wishes for an incredible year. And it started off much better than I could anticipate. Being chronically Ill, you never know what to expect, but the unexpected is always just lurking right around the corner. And that is what happened to me. I started … Continue reading Dear 2022, what the hell was that?!

Views from a hospital bed šŸ„

Views from my hospital room consist of my very sexy fian-bae who has been nothing short of amazing. But that been the only part of this that has been a relief and pleasant. This medical system that America operates under is broken in so many ways. It took 5 ER trips during the month of … Continue reading Views from a hospital bed šŸ„

Trying on hospital gowns instead of wedding gowns…

I have been engaged for 2 months and 6 days. And out of those two months and 6 days I have been writhing in some sort of pain. Whether the agony was from the constant inability to stay awake because of the nagging fatigue that I have been facing. Or if it was simply because … Continue reading Trying on hospital gowns instead of wedding gowns…

How do I deal with anxiety in my relationship? (anonymous question/story submission).

So, my boyfriend and I were talking and he pointed that I overthink everything I say to him and that he feels like I can never truly relax around him and that I am always nervous what to say to him. A portion of that comes from my PTSD and my desire to want to … Continue reading How do I deal with anxiety in my relationship? (anonymous question/story submission).

Iā€™m never going to get through this………. (The Day After šŸ’”)

0400 am, August 9, 2014. I am driving down the road in Charlotte, North Carolina. And that's what I told myself. I told myself repeatedly, I am never going to get through this. How am I ever going to get through this? As the pain set in my flesh and bones from the incident that … Continue reading Iā€™m never going to get through this………. (The Day After šŸ’”)

Domestic Violence Awareness Month šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œ

October is the month of a lot of awareness. October represents a month of a lot of strength and a lot of pain wrapped up in a bow of different colors. Breast Cancer Awareness Month Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month But I cannot speak on those. I do however, know some amazingly kick ass … Continue reading Domestic Violence Awareness Month šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œ